Secret Poem #4

Marked

The yellow sponge rubs itself harshly against my white plate 

remanence of the night before crusted to its surface 

a blood-like splatter of pasta sauce overshadows 

the white pureness beneath 

I continue to scrub until pain finds its home

in my fingers and knuckles 

causing a sadistic need to continue my endeavor

and redeem what once was

Yet no matter how hard, 

or soft,

or of gentle touch, 

there is no washing away

what will always be a mark.